RE-START

Starting over is never so bright
means of a sour, bitter-dark

Means of a new, never new with no end
never new with no old, never new with no pain

Start over so many times, and still have not started
never mind our paths

dreams of sweet grass, make it last
dreams of old bars, old memories... so bitter, so dark!

And i have not yet found my begining, still ending and so far

Why start over, if in the ending
the end will always be my reward

but he loved you so, but he always will
men who cheated, are all, are will, are all in their dicks

look away woman, dont look farther that way
ordinary woman, not born and raised
this life has a purpose, why waist it for they

a little, a joy, a break, a game
a bit, some play, who fucks me anyway
is it me>? Is it them?

Never so gently, never his hands play true
always a wink lost in that cabinet
open drawers for they

And i have not yet found my begining, still ending and so far

And miss daisy, miss rose, and miss mother them all
she told me i forward, rewind.
Never any certain
never make up your mind

Cover him up, and make him what not
retained only physical part
as with my doctor, my fatherly kind


And i have not yet found my begining, still ending and so far

As so my mind, i would like so dearly to find
the star that never was with me,
looking down on us far

Between two ladies, a reflection of each one
i saw the bright one standing beside,
never with me,
and always by her side

this side of my mirror
will a star shine so bright
with the feet of a warrior, fatherly kind
father so figures
father live by
man shoud he figure, reflections on this side, on my side so bright