3 dic 2009

November 17, 2008

Because you do
At this minute, at this hour

And so, I do as well
Because we are standing
At this minute, at this hour
In the same place.

November 8, 2008

En el piso no tan frio de madera
cuerpo contacto
y sentir su peso de cabeza
latido deja, no fastidies

piso de comienzo
piso de dolor
piso de costado
piso por favor

y es que no quiero despertar
y es que no quiero lavar
tampoco limpiar el desastre de mi llanto
estomago que siente que pierde si digiere
y mi musculo de sangre, retumba en mi sentido
que no quiere olvidar.

auyama podrida una vez mas
escarchas putrefactas
detras de la puerta mi mas grande enemigo
recorcome sin sesar.

25 nov 2009

November 24, 2009

There was an incident,

all alone in my sister`s car,

The car dismantled and the windshiels gave in.

And to accompany my own disgrace,

alone I managed just for a brief time

to collapse in my own darkness...

to manage every day

to be beautiful every day

19 oct 2009

Caracas, 18 de Octubre 2009

Every me deserves another

and although it is hard to find

you are not my other.

It was not I who made it clear, enough

I am no piece of your puzzle, although

I am not bound to your life,

Don't kiss me by her side

Don't even hug me at all

Every me deserves another

greatness may surround you

but you are not great enough

Ask me again the question under her roof

how appropriate is your caress

you know the answer

it is not right, right at all

Every me deserves another

and it is you who has none to share

Hugs and kisses only

Hugs and kisses mean nothing at all

Until you decide with death to become my other

Don't ever kiss me or hug me at all

For I deserve another

and it is you who I am still hoping for.

Caracas, 17 de Octubre 2009

LLore la ducha de paredes de marmol viejas

detestando la manera en que abre su puerta

llore y me escondi en su horrendo lugar

escondida entre otras gotas

LLore de recordar lo que duele

de saber que en una isla

por una muerta enterrada sin remedio

perdio una mujer el amor de su vida.

Si Dios quiere, me traera la mas divina desilucion del mio

aun vivo, aun presente

que si le pregunto, me habla

pero igual no contesta.

Su hombria le pega y le cuesta entender

Dichosa tu, dichosa yo?

Cual de las dos la tiene mejor.

Si tu mueres 6 pies por debajo junto a Reinaldo

en 5 años prometido en el carro

Se habria perdido aquella flor de Abril

Un mes antes que flor de Mayo

Gran mujer a punto de salir

la mejor de todas para ti

Y que tristeza Naya verte en tanta rabia

y aun asi

Poder de una Diosa

La mejor Nayarit

19 sept 2009

Paris, Abril 16, 2009

It lyes in the face of the woman whose reality is more evident to others than to herself

You are my friend, so dont ask what i cannot lie
You are a stranger and know what my eyes dont hide
In your bed I wish not to lie on
In your house I wish not live in
Skin so tight
Looks so blind
heart so empty

Wondering on others love handouts, just to survive.

Fear i have found you
and it is not within lovers quarrel
and it is the stranger in front of me
knowing what my eyes don't shout.

Junio 28, 2008

Para ver luces mas brillantes, 
en la oscuridad, en el silencio, en lo mas secreto
entre Hades y a sus pies
entre pesadillas y culpas...
La claridad.

Que una mañana me encontré sin anillo en el dedo, 
sin ropa sucia, adorado pretexto,
que mi casa era otra
las madres preocupadas 
temblor en las manos, perdida en tanto llanto.

Hey! No te dejes engañar, 
que no soy fuerte
ni valiente
ni súper esto, ni súper mas
Solo que un espejo delato mi porvenir con mayúscula
y con esto mi verdadera esencia
mi verdadera valentía,
mi súper esto
mi súper mas.

Y que de esa manera, en el salón de los espejos
en una danza de miradas
en caminos inciertos 
buscamos luz, y claridad.

Y la tristeza se convirtió en otra,
parte de mi humana seriedad.
Y que a lo pasado pisado,
mañana será otro día,
basta ya de consejos, que ha sido lo mejor 
que a esta inmortal le ha podido pasar.

Cuenta el cuento
mirror mirror on the wall...
Cuenta lo que ves, ahora a flote con tierra a la vista
esperanza para respirar. 

Que el hombre del reloj 
pide el cuento, el relato, la historia de este cambio,
que su curiosidad lo mata,
en buena hora la ha pedido
para tener el cuento, por valiosa la experiencia,
sin daño que causar. 

Que del tiempo no se nada, 
pero por aguantar, el tiempo no ayuda
y se molesta, se desespera
quiere mis llantos, 
y en la ducha para mojar mi cara 
y esconder mis lagrimas
demasiado pesar.

Mi cabeza 
Mi cuerpo
Mi dolor
Mi peso
Mi agresividad

Mi espalda
Mi lunar
Mi rodilla
Mi amor
Mi asterisco
Mi felicidad

Cuenta el cuento, 
de la tormenta de las tormentas
que revolvió los siete continentes
los siete mares
del cielo a la tierra
Por no llover, de día a día
Por no mojar,tan dulce compañía. 

Febrero 21, 2008

And how you said
as the moon, and the wind, and the sun
can make the sea go wild
Just these days, and the time, and my change,
Can make this rage go mad
My love dance, and spirit go wild

But it was the best of times, and the worst ot times, someone else said
Like sweet and sorrow
My soul and heart can`t seem to colide

Look at me like always, always too
And find the crossing of my sight
To make an image worth the while
Skip a beat, jump the start

Tru blue, true blu
Tell me, reveal thee
Open your eyes, so I can pearce right through your mind
Let me know exactly what
Every move, every thought

We are chasing, we go fast
Speed will do that
You and I can talk
Step on the brakes… quickly!
We go fast, we go far
But I need the mirror on the wall
Who`s the loveliest of them alll?

Spinning, spinning… we go fast
Stay forever.
Let your actions
be reflected heart,
Let me read you every time
Think me special, as you are

And I do have to say
Between lines… I can read
Between them iIcan be
But clear this Picture, fotograph it clear

Double life, double hearts
Don´t ask for much, but tell me that
To my name, to my person, to my whishes, to my eyes
They know your hands
From the water, from the warmth

Releive this tension
Cut me in halfs
One stays with you, the other ME for a while
There…! I have found it, the problem clearly starts
I dont like ticking, ticking tock

Big pride
No give
Just push or shoves.
But if I learn from this…
We all must
I wish to stay with you , please
Don´t hate me
Don´t go past

Disconfort i find in my actions
So clear, so fitting much
Not used to changing,
I adapt
Ragingin fire
I can´t recognize the ground

Your feet
Always hidden
They can show me how
To stand firm, make the best of it,
To add…
multiply.

Forgive me
Forgive me, many times
I am to be hated, really
To dislike
watch the mating sharks
And Artemios hunting with the moonlight by her side
Independent Goddes, who rules me by

I will try to defeat you
Break you in peaces, from places no one has ever survived
Like a test really
To test your might
How strong are you, how strong am i?
Underneath your name, and smiles

If you pass it,
then i have won me,
a forgiven prize
its genuine, one and only
The ones we fight for
Stand beside it, be the mirror, the impulse, the high

If there is something
everlasting
In this story, I wish to be
Right here standing, not waiting
For all of these

What if`s
Why not;s

Hold this hand
And meet our insights
To be little
Tiny children in the sun

May 4, 2009

THE REFLECTION OF MYSELF WALKS ALONE ON AN EMPTY SCENE
SHINY FLOORS AND A SUITCASE ON MY HAND
THE ONLY BELONGINGS THAT WIL CARRY ME TROUGH
TAKE A PICTURE AND I AM TIMELESS


MOMENTS LIKE THESE MEAN NOTHING
TASTE LIKE ORDINARY DAYS
WITH NO VISION
NO IMAGERY
NO SEE
IF IT WERE NOT FOR MEANING

NEED THE MEANING
NEED THE TEARS
FREE THIS TROUBLE

SOME DIED, DID YOU NOTICE?
SO DID WE AND ALL OUR ITS
OF THAT HOME
OF BELONGINS
OF A CITY
OF A DREAM
ON AN ASHTRAY THAT I STOLE ONE EVENING
MAKES IT HEAVY, MAKES A SCENE

DO I LIKE WHAT I ASKED FOR
DO I ACTUALLY KNOW

ANOTHER NIGHT
AND ANOTHER GATE

ERASE AND REWIND I CANNOT
MY FUTURE IS ON A BETTER PATH

You Have Power Over Me November 2008

I have tried to give you my feelings
clear watered in every way
So much, it amazes me
So much, it amazes you.

Something changed today
Something happened taday
For we are not connected
I realize you have a power over me
Oh God, we are not connected….Today

So strong
I beg
So powerfull
I plead
So demanding
I kneel
So driven… please me gentile
Because you have power over me

You have become a strong need
You have become my addiction
You have become this asteric
You have power over me

Limited as they come, we are bound by them
Our interactions can only go further with them
Stay with me for long
For again, all of this time, you have power over me

You thrill me
You move me
You crave me
I drool you

You like me
You hate me
You despite me
….. I wont fool you

Reveal yourself
For there is a secret we hold
One, only you and I know.
There! I have shown you
You have POWER over me*

Promise Noviembre 7, 2007

Skin so soft
timid approach
catlike moves
and timid abouts.

I feel your thoughts with desperate anxiety
forcefull contempt and desire capacities
but a promise has already been made.

Eyes meet
Fingers tighten
Lips so sweet
Your body has lighten.

I feel your thoughts with desperate anxiety
forcefull contempt and desire capacities
but a promise has already been made.

Senses awaken
Minds are crashing
Kiss me with mercy
Asterics can blind me

I feel your thoughts with desperate anxiety
forcefull contempt and desire capacities
but has a promise already been made?

Septiembre 18, 2008

Soñe..... tenia tiempo. He empezado a soñar de nuevo

Me mudaba a una casa muy grande, muy pesada, muy cargada, y muy deteriorada
Habia que hacerle muchos cambios, puesto que tenia huellas de mucho pasado
Sin embargo nos mudamos los cuatro sin haber empezado ninguna remodelacion
De manera precipitada comenzamos a vivir en esta casa, sin haberla limpiado, sin haberla pintado, sin haberla parapeteado

La primera noche voy a dormir, me doy cuenta que no es mi cama la que esta en mi cuato, ni mis sabanas ni nada.
Eran de la casa
Me asomo al cuarto de adriana y duerme
Paseo un poco por esta casa, ya es de noche, y no se ve nada para afuera
Durante mis recorridos por los rincones de nuestra nueva morada, tengo el presentimiento que alguien llama desde afuera
Que alguien esta tratando de entrar
Que alguien esta pidiendo ayuda

Pero pareciera que los vidrios son muy gruesos
A penas se escucha lo que creo que es alguien golpeandolos y gritando
Como alguien debajo agua, el sonido no se trasmite igual en todos los materiales

Finalmente visualizo a alguien, veo su silueta
Una persona esta afuera
Y esta tratando de entrar

Corro desesperadamente hacia el cuarto de mis padres
Casi no puedo hablar
No me sale sonido
No me sale voz
Nada de lo que quiero decir logra materializarse en algo entendible

Finalmente, al verlos calmados logro explicar mi susto
Hay un hombre afuera!!!

Esperando una reaccion proporcional a la mia, no entiendo la calma de este par
Al parecer ellos ya saben sobre este personaje, un ladron que una vez intento robar a los antiguos dueños
Mi padre me informa que tu familia, antiguos dueños de esta casa, una vez tuvieron un problema con este individuo
Razon por la cual los vidrios no dejan entrar.

November 6, 2008

En el piso no tan frio de madera
cuerpo contacto
y sentir su peso de cabeza
latido deja, no fastidies

piso de comienzo
piso de dolor
piso de costado
piso por favor

y es que no quiero despertar
y es que no quiero lavar
tampoco limpiar el desastre de mi llanto
estomago que siente que pierde si digiere
y mi musculo de sangre, retumba en mi sentido
que no quiere olvidar.

auyama podrida una vez mas
escarchas putrefactas
detras de la puerta mi mas grande enemigo
recorcome sin sesar.

12 sept 2009

RE-START

Starting over is never so bright
means of a sour, bitter-dark

Means of a new, never new with no end
never new with no old, never new with no pain

Start over so many times, and still have not started
never mind our paths

dreams of sweet grass, make it last
dreams of old bars, old memories... so bitter, so dark!

And i have not yet found my begining, still ending and so far

Why start over, if in the ending
the end will always be my reward

but he loved you so, but he always will
men who cheated, are all, are will, are all in their dicks

look away woman, dont look farther that way
ordinary woman, not born and raised
this life has a purpose, why waist it for they

a little, a joy, a break, a game
a bit, some play, who fucks me anyway
is it me>? Is it them?

Never so gently, never his hands play true
always a wink lost in that cabinet
open drawers for they

And i have not yet found my begining, still ending and so far

And miss daisy, miss rose, and miss mother them all
she told me i forward, rewind.
Never any certain
never make up your mind

Cover him up, and make him what not
retained only physical part
as with my doctor, my fatherly kind


And i have not yet found my begining, still ending and so far

As so my mind, i would like so dearly to find
the star that never was with me,
looking down on us far

Between two ladies, a reflection of each one
i saw the bright one standing beside,
never with me,
and always by her side

this side of my mirror
will a star shine so bright
with the feet of a warrior, fatherly kind
father so figures
father live by
man shoud he figure, reflections on this side, on my side so bright

27 ene 2009

Encuentro de Azar

Sin que importara el lugar...

Barras de Whisky,

Patios cerrados,

Plazas sin grama, 

Correcto Sentimiento

Sincero y al Azar.